Saturday, July 19, 2008

Random Emotions

Daylight comes and passes by, and yet, I stay grounded unable to fly, alas time had its way on me, to look upon you and made me see. I guess what you mean to me, is more than I could ever show, and I'm afraid as each day pass, such feeling begun to grow, but I know deep inside, I am tainted, with the sins that I have committed, and fear grow too here and now, that again another one, in the list will be submitted, yet I can't walk away like I wanted to, and I also know, that I'm needing you. Now I realize whose saving who. Is it me or is it you. I've hold you close, without a word to say, i wish I can do this everyday. But the time will come when I have to go, and yet deep inside my feelings for you still grow. What pain is it, I will just given when I depart, or you must leave, I fear already that dreadful day, but I know it will come someday we will grieve. real life beckon so forcefully in me. Weighing me down before your eyes could see. and Yet, you still think highly of me. I blush as much as I could be. I want to be the heaven you have once fallen from, and put a smile on you instead of a frown. To hold you close in the middle of the night, to give you my warmth and spark of light. I want us to share the dreams that we had, and stick it out both good and bad. Yet I guess, we need to draw the line somewhere, We might fall too much, it would be so unfair. I confess its hard for me to stay inside the line, knowing your sweet words assure me to be fine. Yet what would happen if we fall too much. The pain will be great and more as such. Pray still that we would meet each other maybe on the next life, then again that's too much to ask, so pray then we live this one happily instead and that all our problems will be solved before we hit the bed.