Sunday, July 26, 2009


You come and go as you please
But you left me hanging as you tease
For all you know is yours and fine
While I must set aside what is mine

You come and go as you like
While my short comings you strike
Each one and each more, you smirk
As you throw more and more dirt

You command and demand than care
And I'm not allowed to argue if I dare
You go now and belittle me
You just see, what you want to see

You just over look on what I have
To pull it down to your level and laugh
Someday I'll build my wall and armor
And you will do as you please no more

Sunday, July 12, 2009

2 months

I'm planning for someone special and although it is 2 months from now, I already plan that far ahaed just for her. What I'm planning is to compile a 2 months worth of work starting right now.

"Sleep tight. July 13, 2009"

As you sleep my Love, I dream awake of you, peacefully floating off to the dream world.

July 26

but I see as well the perils we come across and though my heart pounds restless upon our meeting I feel the ache of our arguments and ordeals that we must face. Even a potion of uncertainty from ingredients of a cup of anxiety, a dash of jealousy, a sprinkle of the unknown and pinch of frustration from wanting each other badly.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Beyond Reach

Right now, all I hear is noise, all I can feel is tension and I am is a body full of stress in my eyes it can all be seen and felt but it is me right now. I don't expect anyone who can actually carry my load for it is given to me and to ask another is unfair as far as I'm concerned. But right now I shiver to all of its weight I feel cold right now. I feel alone. So I'm calling out, a little help from those who could give. I can not ask what can not be given so I ask what could be spared to me. I want to share this burden but I'm at a lost on how. It is too heavy, too private, too personal that I can't really be articulate on how to say it but I refuse to become out of reach, it is not too late for me, but I need help and right now I ask anyone who could..

Help me, please....